As I say goodbye to you, I wish you well and thank you for the good times and the bad times. You let me to the highest mountains and even to the deepest oceans. You make me had the first international book conversations with my lovely people; you also took me to the best university, which I never had the right to. It was a fantastic journey throughout.
But you also nearly killed me. But I don’t blame you for that. Instead, I am thankful as you have taught me how to appreciate life more than any other things in the world. You took 80% of my precious blood and let me suffered in pain. You even allowed me to think that it’s over, yet you are always by my side, for which I am grateful.
I will never see you again, but I have no regrets. I will remember you for a few days and weeks, and you will be gone with the wind. Please don’t blame me, but I have to tell you the truth.
I know it will be hard to get over you for a few days, I might mistakenly write your name again and again, but don’t be excited about it because it will be just a mistake, and it will be rectified.
Thank you for being a part of my life, even though it was a short one. I think it’s time you take rest and make history and passed the torch to somebody who might do better or worse than you. It doesn’t mean I don’t trust you anymore; it just means our story is over, and we have to get over each other. I know it’s hard, I have been in your shoes too, I know how it feels like to be left alone, I know, and I know. But I can’t stay this time, nothing in this world can stop us from parting. Let’s accept the fact and go our ways. Soon you will forget me, and I will do the same, but there will be times when we will both miss each other so much, but it will be just a dream. I know I’ll cry one day thinking of you, or while reflecting our beautiful days, I am not prepared yet, though I know it will surely come to pass.
Once again, thank you, and I will surely miss you.
Goodbye, my love, 2019. 🤣🤣🤣